Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Mother and Child

Mother's Day was a big event at my house this weekend. My two girls started off with a special breakfast prepared for me Saturday morning, and a talent show while I ate. They choregraphed and orchestrated a singing/dancing number, then a comedy skit, and finished up with a ballad. They worked all week on pictures and cards and even a gift bag with homemade confetti in it. They did chores at their MeMe's house to earn money to go "shopping" in her magical Mary Poppins closet of goodies for me. Michael took them shopping Saturday night for more gifts and cards. Sunday morning I was overwhelmed with all of the sweet sentiments and thoughful presents they spent so much time constructing.
My heart was so touched. Each of them had one or two things they pointed out that they messed up on, but I didn't care. They tried their very best and each thing was filled with all the love their little hearts could hold.
I couldn't help thinking that this must be how God feels when we give Him things and do things lovingly with Him in mind. I'm always worried I didn't get it just right. I scrutinize my efforts and see every place where I "went outside the lines" or "cut the corners" too short. But God sees to my heart. No, it's not perfect, and it's no masterpiece hanging in a museum, but He never expected me to be perfect. He wants me. He wants the hand drawn, misspelled, glue oozing over the side, me. Sure, I would have loved anything the girls gave me that morning, but those little crafts they labored over were more special and meaningful than any Hallmark card they could have picked out.
Over the course of time, I suspect that my children's art will progress. There will come a time when my cards won't have small tears or accidental scriblle marks, and that's ok too. As we grow, we hone our skills and learn new things....as long as whatever they give me is a reflection of who they really are, then it will be my most cherished posession.
I think this is how it is with God too. He knows that as we grow in Him we will gain certain skills and some of the "flaws" will fade away the more mature we become. No matter what the outward appearance, God sees our heart, and He loves us unconditionally.
The next time I feel down on myself about my finished project, I'll remember Mother's Day and that I am, in fact, a work in process, and God loves me every step of the way.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Reincarnation: Gail Irwin The Cowboy's Poem

"What is reincarnation?" A cowboy asked his friend.
"It starts," his old pal told him, "when your life comes to and end.
They comb your hair and wash your neck and clean your finger nails,
and put you in a padded box away from life's travails.
Now the box and you goes into the hole that's been dug into the ground.
Reincarnation starts in when your planted 'neath that mound.
Them clods melt down just like the box and you who is inside,
and that's when you begin, your transformation ride.
And in a while the grass will grow upon your rendered mound,
till someday upon that spot a lonely flower's found.
And then a horse may wander by and graze upon that flower,
that once was you and has now become your vegetated bower.
Now the flower, the horse done eat, along with his other feed,
makes bone and fat and muscle sinew, full essential to the steed.
But there's a part that he can't use, so it just passes through.
And there it lies upon the ground, this thing that once was you.
And if per chance I should pass by and see this on the ground,
I'll stop a while and ponder this object that I've found.
I'll think about reincarnation and life and death and such,
and I'll come away concluding....
"Why....you ain't changed that much".

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Is The End Near?

Unless you've been living under a rock, you've probably heard about or seen something that has to do with the End of the World. Hollywood has been mass-producing movies about world-wide destruction in rapid succession over the last few years. The Mayan's calander has been getting a lot of coverage surrounding their 2012 prophesy. The History channel has been showing a ton of programs on The Book of Revelation and the coming apocolypse. Shows on Ancient Aliens are on day and night, linking present day alien encounters with the "gods" of ancient civilizations like Sumeria and Egypt.

As believers, we may find it difficult to wade through all the differant worldly concepts regarding the time of the end. We may choose to disregard the theories all together, believing that tomorrow will come and go just like the day before and that the 2nd Coming is a distant and vague concept that is probably true but won't happen in our lifetime.

If you are a believer, and you believe that God is who He says He is, then you have no other option but to believe His Word, The Holy Bible, Is what He says It is, and is 100% without a shadow of a doubt, the Truth, and the prophesies about the 2nd Coming of Christ will unfold with complete accuracy just like the prophesies predicting Jesus' first coming.

We know, as Christians, that our Savior is coming back for us. This fact is not up for debate.

If we truly believe this, then the world should be able to tell we believe this by the way we act every day and the way we live our lives.
So I guess the real question is do we behave like our Father will show up at any moment?

Jesus says over and over again that if we aren't looking for His return, if we aren't paying attention, He will come when we least expect it, like a thief in the night.

Have we taken His promise seriously? Do we believe He is who He says He is, means what He says, and intends to keep His promises?

Most of the time my children are pretty well behaved. Every once in a while they seem to lose their little minds and I find them in the midst of a screaming match over a toy or game or invasion of personal space, but for the most part, they will check themselves and remember that Mommy is never very far off and once they reach a certain decibel level I will appear and dole out the befitting punishments.
The reality of my close proximity helps them to remember that I am who I say I am, I meant what I said, and I intend to keep my promise to them that every action brings about a reaction and the consequence will either be good or bad.

In the summer time, I cut the grass once a week. We have a big piece of property and I also cut my Mother-in-Laws grass, who lives just behind us. Even with our industrial deisel fuel 0' turn lawn mower, it still takes me about 3-4 hours to get everything cut. I put my headphones on and off I go. I try to do this chore when the kids aren't home or when someone else is home to keep an eye on them, but there have been a few times when I have let them play outside or stay inside together while I'm busy.

I like to pop in the back door periodically to check in on them and just to let them know Mommy is still here, I'm still watching, and they are still expected to do what they know they are supposed to do.

I can always tell when they have lost track of reality and have wandered into the land of "out of sight out of mind" because the kitchen will be ransacked with candy and junk food wrappers everywhere, toys littering every room of the house in a Hansel & Gretel trail leading to a room in the house that will be totally and utterly destroyed, at which point I will enter to find them engaged in some type of activity that they know full well they are not allowed to do, like painting our fingernails and toenails on our bedroom carpet, or cutting our sister's hair, or giving each other tatoos with Mommy's colored Sharpi Markers.

They get this look on their faces that is a mix between sheer terror and frantic creativity to come up with a way to make this the other one's fault or to convince me that this activity is perfectly acceptable.

I often wonder what look most of us will have on our face the day Jesus comes back for us. Will we be terrified and grasping frantically to validate our behavior? Will we be reasoning to ourselves that Our Father didn't really mean we had to do ALL those things He asked of us, and surely He wasn't serious about ALL those things he told us to avoid.

Maybe like my kids, we will tell Him that we were going to get to those chores He left for us, just as soon as we were done with this video game, or cartoon, or art project. We meant to obey, we just got sidetracked.

While you may be content to continue believing Jesus' 2nd Coming is far away in the future, one glaring fact you can't ignore is that each of us has a shelf life on this earth. Death & Taxes are the only things you can count on, isn't that how they saying goes?
Our bodies will perish one day, and just like with Jesus' return, we are not told exactly when that day will come.
It could be tomorrow, or 50 years from now. Wether

You will meet your maker. This moment will either catch you unawares and ill prepared or will fill you with joy because you know that you have walked step by step listening for His voice, following His instructions and directions, and that He has been right there with you at every turn.

What do you want Him to find you doing when He returns? More importantly....Begin to shift your view of reality and become aware of the fact that He is watching you and with you every moment of every day. Wether you chose to acknowledge or be conscious of Him, He sees everything you think and do and say.

We think of coming face to face with Him in terms of, "We have'nt been in His presence, and one day we will be." when the actuality is that our every breath is taken in His presence.

Are you living your life as one of the little mice that play when they think the cat is away, or are you living each day as the warrior and salt & light that Jesus called you to be, bled and died for you to be?

I don't want to be like Lucy and have a bunch of "splainin' to do" when "Ricky" comes home. I choose to wake up and realize today that My Savior is very much alive, very much present, and very much aware of every move I make. Not only that, but He has called me, redeemed me for a special purpose. I don't belong here on this earth. This is not my home. I am just passing through. I am a warrior in the Lord Almighty's army, a servant in His House, a missionary to His lost children, and an ambassador to His Great Name. I am to be about my Father's business.

People's souls are on the line. We are in a battle of life and death. Our Father's lost loved ones are in danger of dying behind enemy lines. We have been sent in to battle to seek them out and bring them back to base camp so when the rescue ship shows up, we can all leave together.
Most days, I feel like this is not the reality I have chosen to live in at all. Here I am, a soldier in God's army, and I have moved in to the local village, put on their garments and have started shopping at the local markets, taking in the sights, going to the shows, and trying real hard not to offend the bad guys who are there only to kill steal and destroy. Either that, or I've become so preoccupied with myself and my own struggles that I don't even try to go out and find lost civilians any more, I'm just worried about my own safety and comfort and when I'll get to go home.

Time here is limited. God payed a heavy price to buy us back from slavery. He is coming for us, and we will see Him face to face.
My prayer is that every believer alive today will wake up to this reality, and no matter what your "End Time" scenario looks like, or what you think you believe, none of us are given any guarantee for how much longer we have here. It's time for the Body of Christ to get to busy and be about our Father's business. 

Monday, December 26, 2011

The Coming King

The Ultimate Monarchy
The Coming King Is.....
King of the Jews  
          King of Israel   
                      King of Ages
                                 King of Heaven
                                            King of Glory
                                                       King of Kings
                                                                  And Lord of Lords

A Prophet before Moses
A Priest before Melchizedek
A Champion like Joshua
An Offering in place of Isaac
A King from the line of David
A Wise Counselor above Solomon
A Beloved, Rejected, Exalted son like Joseph

 And yet Far More…..

The Heavens declare His Glory & the firmament shows His handiwork

He who Is, and Was, and Always Will Be
                                                                                                  The First and The Last
                                                                                        The Alpha and The Omega
                                                                             The Aleph and the Tau
                                                                   The A and the Z

He is the First Fruits of them that slept
He is the ἐγώ εἰμί, the אָנֹכִי הָיָה, the I Am That I Am
                                  
                                   He’s the Voice of the burning bush
                        He is the Captain of the Lord’s hosts
            He is the Conqueror of Jericho 

 He is Enduringly strong                               Entirely sincere                                          Eternally steadfast

He is Immortally graceful
          Imperially powerful
          Impartially merciful
In Him dwells the fullness of the God Head bodily…..
The very God of God…..
He Is our Kinsman Redeemer
AND
Our Avenger of Blood
He is our City of Refuge
Our performing High Priest
Our personal Prophet
Our Reigning King

He’s the Loftiest Idea in Literature
He’s the Highest Personality in Philosophy
He’s the Fundamental Doctrine of Theology
He’s the Supreme Problem in “Higher Criticism”
He’s the Miracle of the ages…
The Superlative of everything good.
 
You and I are the beneficiaries of a Love Letter
That was…..
                                                                 Written In Blood
                                                                             On a Wooden Cross
                                                                                  Erected in Judea
                                                                                       2,000 Years Ago

He was crucified on a cross of wood,
Yet He made the hill on which it stood. 

By Him were all things made that were made.
Without Him was not anything made that was made,
and by Him are all things held together. 

What held Him to that tree?
It wasn’t the nails…. 

At ANY time He could have put an end to His suffering.
It was His Love for you and me. 

He was born of a woman…….…so that we could be born of God
He humbled Himself…………..so that we could be lifted up
He became a servant……...so that we could become joint heirs with Him
He suffered rejection…..so that we could be called His friends
He denied Himself…..so that we could freely receive all things
He gave Himself….so that we could be blessed in every way
He’s Available to the tempted and tried
He Blesses the young
   He Cleanses the leper
     He Defends the feeble
        He Delivers the captives
             He Discharges the debtors
         He Forgives the sinners
           He Franchises the meek
            He Guards the besieged
            He Heals the sick
                   He Provides Strength to the week
             He Regards the Aged
                                                            He Rewards the diligent
                                                  He Serves the unfortunate
                                            He Sympathizes
                         AND……
                                He Saves
                         His Offices are Manifold
                  His Reign is Righteous
           His Promises are Secure
    His Goodness is Limitless
His Light is Matchless
      His Grace is Sufficient
             His Love never Changes
                    His Mercy is Everlasting
                           His Word is Enough
                                  His Yoke is Easy…..and His Burden is Light
             
I wish I could describe Him to you….. 
HE IS
Indescribable
Irresistible
Invincible

The Heaven of Heavens can’t Contain Him
Man can’t Explain Him
The Pharisees couldn’t stand Him, but soon learned they couldn’t Stop Him
Pilot couldn’t find Fault with Him
The witnesses couldn’t agree against Him
Herod couldn’t Kill Him
Death couldn’t Handle Him
The grave couldn’t Hold Him
He has Always been…..and Always will be

He had no Predecessor…..and will have no Successor
You can’t Impeach Him….and He isn’t going to Resign
His NAME is above every name…
That at the name of YESHUA
Every Knee shall bow
and Every tongue shall confess
that…
JESUS CHRIST IS LORD
His is the Kingdom and the Power and the Glory
Forever and Ever….
Amen